I'm pretty certain that he doesn't go to this side of the Internet. It just seems to be too far away from his comfort zone. I'd like to think of many reasons why he doesn't stray to these parts; but excuses are one of the many things I've tried my hardest to take out of my system. I could always wonder about those magical things; those things I always wonder about... those things that make my eyes sparkle the sparkliest ever.
One of those many things; of course, is the depth of his love for me-- it's almost always a mystery. I could always tell myself that he's everything that I've ever dreamed about; but we all know what happened the last time it happened.
I never wanted to be in this situation. If I had it my way--
I honestly don't know how to finish that statement anymore. I'm scared that if I open my mouth, I'd say something that I'd regret. I'm scared that it might be true. The stars aren't out tonight, and they haven't been for quite sometime now. The skies are lower than usual; appearing to be closer to the ground than they already are. It's probably the perfect moment for a star to get picked out from the dark skies; to fall to the ground.
Only that sweet, shining, shooting star already fell-- and has been caught by the one I was hoping to fall for; again. I don't know what I should feel, it's been a very long time already, and I'm scared that my feelings haven't changed...
and you dropped a note and we changed keys; you changed youself-- and i changed me. i really didn't see us singing through this.
I'm still hoping.
//and yes, this is me telling myself to get another life; and that though i already have one, i should drill a hole through my brain and take a bullet to the heart since it isn't very... smart. i wish i had less sense.
Love, @ 7:38 AM
Yours Truly ♥
Hello, I'm Jade. Eighteen. Filipina. 93 liner. Pure Asian. I live in Seunghyun's ♥. Primadonna, B2UTY, Shawol, Angel, Say A, Sone, Secret Agent. Fulltime Fangirl.
