D r e a m c a t c h e r .

2010-05-27T23:55:00.000-07:00

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Jade
Birth Date: August 16
Current Location: Mandaluyong.
Hair Color: Brown.
Righty/Lefty: Righty!

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Heights, tarantulas, rats, roaches, being left alone, people suddenly changing.
Your dream of the perfect date: Sitting outside on a cold night, watching the stars while he serenades me with his manly voice. ♥

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: "Damn! It's hot! >_<"
Your best physical feature: Idk :|
Your bed time: Normally, 12AM.
Your most missed memory: Us.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald’s or Burger King: Mcdonald’s ofc! :D
Single or Group Dates: Both. :3
Adidas or Nike: Converse, Ecko Red! :))
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla~
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino.

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: No, never!
Take showers: DUH?Have a crush: Yeah.
Like(d) school: Steady. =))
Believe in yourself: Depends.
Believe what goes around comes around: Yes.
Believe everything happens for a reason: I guess.
Think you’re a health freak: Nah.;

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Been on stage: No.
Eaten sushi: No.
Been hurt: No.
Dyed your hair: No.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: No.
Kissed the same sex: Yes, my niece. She's still a kid.
Changed who you were to fit in: NO.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: 24 - 30. =))))
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 2 please. TWINS.

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: Brown or hazel. :)
Best hair color: Black or brown. :)
Short or long hair: Whatever fits him. :)
Fat or fit: Chubbby :">
Looks or personality: Personality... then looks. kkk
Fun or serious: Fun to be with but is serious to talk to. ;)

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: Typing
1 HOUR AGO: ...
1 WEEK AGO: Depressed.
1 YEAR AGO: Neutral.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: Cold.
I HATE: This feeling.
I HIDE: My feelings.
I NEED: To sleep now.
I LOVE: Him :p

C a n d l e s

2010-02-25T01:25:00.001-08:00

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Could't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but you’re sorries
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

Here we go again.

2010-02-23T02:43:00.001-08:00

i can't seem to be dulled by the fact that all else is happening in this world that i'm in right now; where everything happens to be in creation, and he also happens to be a part of. though both of us have been tossed to almost opposite ends of the universe; yet this stupid excuse for the attraction seems to keep us within radius, even though both of us desire to be away from each other; to give space for growth-- and at the same time, we both want to be together; just not yet. because cigarettes; when lit up-- burn to wonderful cinders and eventually disintegrate into ash, and is soon forgotten...

and like sailing ships; everything has to sail goodbye-- but the ocean is always there, bringing things where they should be... and all we have to do is let the current sail us; and try not to interfere or end up getting lost at sea.

I could only wish.

2010-02-23T02:29:00.001-08:00

that saying goodbye to you didn't break my heart.

that she meant less to the point of uncaring.
that happiness didn't have to be one or the other.

that i loved you to the point of unfeeling.

..if only.

2010-02-22T22:51:00.001-08:00

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain, And no matter where I go, it's always pouring all the same., These streets are filled with memories, Both good for detected pain, And all I wanna do is love you, But I'm the only one to blame.

2010-02-22T07:38:00.001-08:00

I'm pretty certain that he doesn't go to this side of the Internet. It just seems to be too far away from his comfort zone. I'd like to think of many reasons why he doesn't stray to these parts; but excuses are one of the many things I've tried my hardest to take out of my system. I could always wonder about those magical things; those things I always wonder about... those things that make my eyes sparkle the sparkliest ever.

One of those many things; of course, is the depth of his love for me-- it's almost always a mystery. I could always tell myself that he's everything that I've ever dreamed about; but we all know what happened the last time it happened.

I never wanted to be in this situation. If I had it my way--

I honestly don't know how to finish that statement anymore. I'm scared that if I open my mouth, I'd say something that I'd regret. I'm scared that it might be true. The stars aren't out tonight, and they haven't been for quite sometime now. The skies are lower than usual; appearing to be closer to the ground than they already are. It's probably the perfect moment for a star to get picked out from the dark skies; to fall to the ground.

Only that sweet, shining, shooting star already fell-- and has been caught by the one I was hoping to fall for; again. I don't know what I should feel, it's been a very long time already, and I'm scared that my feelings haven't changed...

and you dropped a note
and we changed keys;
you changed youself--
and i changed me.
i really didn't see us singing through this.

I'm still hoping.

//and yes, this is me telling myself to get another life; and that though i already have one, i should drill a hole through my brain and take a bullet to the heart since it isn't very... smart. i wish i had less sense.

Baby, I miss you badly.

2010-02-22T07:28:00.001-08:00

Oh, Mayday Parade; why'd you have to write the exact same words I've been dying to? ;~;
But what's holding me back; is the thought of time we never had.
My world's hanging by three words that I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus:
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time, you leave me broken;
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, I'm hoping: That you'll think of us

2009-11-27T06:24:00.000-08:00

My Prince! ♥u♥

two stars are brighter than one :>

2009-11-03T04:31:00.001-08:00

wake up;
when will things be good enough for you
to see all that we can be?

i'm sick of playing games
and acting like we never care
like we're never there

we pay attention for only seconds

look at you; look at me
there's never any us
can't you see all we can become?
we can shine like the sun
if we believe it
two stars are brighter than one

listen;
the way we feel is not just about you and me
it's a harmony

just give in;
'cause together we'll be brighter than just any star
a work of art

we'll make the sky bright;
uniting you and i

is it too much to ask that you put us first?
i feel like we're last in our universe
and it's not where we ought to be

Untitled.

2009-11-03T04:29:00.001-08:00

never gone; never far: in my heart is where you are;
always close, everyday: every step along the way--
even though for now we've gotta say goodbye;
i know you will be forever in my life

never gone from me--
if there's one thing i believe
i will see you somewhere down the road again.

Hundred Truths You Wanna Know About Kaede :>

2009-11-03T04:19:00.000-08:00

001. Real name: jade purisima asiñas.
002. Nickname/s: ja-de, jade, kaede :)
003. Married: nope.
004. Zodiac Sign: leo
005. Male or female: female.
006. Age: 12. no srsly. hahaha. 16.
007. Highschool: Rizal technological University
008. College: Still in highschool, I'm probably thinking we're I should study after I graduate next yr(march/april'2010)
009. Location: in the depths of your tormented mind. :3 lol. uh; mandaluyong :>
010. Hair color: reddish brown? or is it brownish black? lol.
011. Hair length: shoulder length.
012. Smoke: nope.
013. Drink: nope.
014. Availability: single. :)
015. Are you a health freak: nah-uh.
016. Height: uhm. 5'2? or 5'2 and a half i guess.
017. Do you have a crush on someone?: ofcourse!
018. Do you like yourself?: yea?
019. Piercings: one on each ear. :>
020. Tattoos: none.
021. Hand of Preference: Right :)

FIRSTS:
022. First surgery: none.
023. First piercing: some childhood year.
024. First best friend: my neighbor :>
025. First award: uh; i honestly don't remember. I think I'm in the first five when I graduated Kinder.
027. First pet: love birds. :)
028. First vacation: no idea.
029. First concert: First year Highschool.
030. First crush: Kevin. He's my classmate in my Kinder days ♥

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: nothing.
050. Drinking: nothing.
052. I’m about to: uhh.
053. Listening to: Forever and Always by Taylor Swift. :)

FAVORITES:
054. Food: sweets :)
055. Drinks: lemonade.
056. Color: pink. black. yellow. gray. purple.
057. Numbers: 6. 16. 12. 10. 19 :)

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids: i guess.
059. Want to get married: yea.
060. Careers in mind: no idea yet. but i do wanna be a jpop singer; if that counts. :)

WHICH IS BETTER?:
068. Lips or eyes: eyes.
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs.
070. Shorter or taller: taller, i guess.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: both at the same time. :)
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: no idea. D:
074. Sensitive or loud: depends.
075. Hook-up or relationship: the latter.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: the former. :)

HAVE YOU EVER:
078. Kissed a stranger: no.
079. Drank bubbles: uh?
080. Lost glasses/contacts: not yet. xD
081. Ran away from home: in theory.
082. Liked someone younger: yes :)
083. Older: ofcourse.
084. Broken someone’s heart: idk.
085. Been arrested: bout what?.
086. Turned someone down: yes.
087. Cried when someone died: yes.
088. Liked a friend: yes. :)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: depends.
090. Miracles: i guess.
091. Love at first sight: sometimes.
092. Heaven: yes.
093. Santa Claus: no.
094. Sex on the first date: definitely no.
095. The more you hate, the more you love: not really.
096. Angels: yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: yes.
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: no.
099. Do you believe in God?: yes. :)
100. Post as 100 Truths You Wanna Know About (your name)